Do you need a counselor?
No one likes having a disease or a disorder. However, you can think of a disease as dis-ease. You are not at ease. It's uncomfortable, even painful. It makes life much more difficult than needs to be. You can't relax. You feel awful. In the same way, a disorder is a dis-order. Your life is out of order, broken down. You can't function in the way you want to or need to. You can't think straight, remember things, get things done. Ease and order do not your life most days. Maybe it is time to get some help to bring back more ease and order - to get you functioning better - to help you feel better.